IM just a little bit not too

i think i know where i stand ,
nothing much anymore ,
i will just stay on and be there k ??
^^

HeartBeat

Music is part of our life
World without Music is impossible,
TODAY a song struck me so badly till i had a suicidal thought
HEARTBEAT, it make me shout out all that is inside of me,
IT SO MUCH OF THINGS THAT I WANTED TO SAY BUT
it seems its not important to anyone,
I WONDER HOW IMPORTANT I AM.
I guess does not even worth a penny,
i am always a backup plan i guess its my gift and my honour,
BUT SOMETHING is PULLING ME DOWN BADLY.
ITS TAKING AWAY MY HEARTBEAT... i
iiiii...... am ............. losing it .............

( nah it just a joke )

again i was struck

It struck me real bad when i was being LEAVE THERE ALONE AGAIN
I just realise again i WAS NO BODY AND NO BODY EVEN BOTHERED ABOUT ME
I WAS SAD, LONELY AND DEPRESSED ONCE AGAIN ,...
I AM NOT SO FREAKING IMPORTANT PERSON that what i said and done i guess means nothing...
JUST A SPLASH OF EMOTION IGNORE ME !!!!

I MISS U !!!

I MISS U !!!! and im LAZY @_@

TO my SOmeone

I WILL UPDATE SOON K !!!

TO CINDY

Haha found this ding dong DUMB DUMB in a very rare ways
Well not telling u its for u to ask,
SHE IS LIFELY , FUNNY and a bit unstable like me haha
WELL SHE always laugh and there is no doubt its contageous,
HEr mum is very intersting not for u to ask but for u to find out,
hehe i guess cannot write too much about her haah COMPLICATED!!!!
wel overal more to discover as a friend and IM GLAD THAT I MET U !!!
CHEERS AND MORE TO COME
signing off
jazo

no 115

Rainy day always gave me a lonely and sarrow feelings,
A morning with it had brought me the Strong sense of sarrowness and loneliness,
ALONG WITH A DAY WITHOUT FOOD AND WATER .. AWESOME HAHA GETTING LAZY AND A BIT EMO !!!
FUN haha well its been a while this side of me haven been appeariNG
DEEP AND BELOW AGAIN U HAD RISE UP FINALLY.
I HAD TO admit i had done a bad job in letting go
In despite of what u had said haha i still cant.

AGAIN I HAD LOST MYSELF IN DIRECTIONS!!!!

HAHA well going to do something stupiak
GONNA FOLLOW ALL MY FELLA MALAY FRIENDS TO FAST FOR 30 days
THEY PRAY TO ALLAH i wil PRAY TO JESUS to help me to packing me back to myself @_@

nOT GOING TO EAT AGAIN !!!!!

RUNNING LOW>... towards EMPTINESS